Reptiles: Chameleon

Just ended Bernard Ho's workshop and it is really enjoyable and an eye-opener!! Imagine me eating fire!! Me, the cautious, logic-before-action person, EAT FIRE!!! If i can do that, there shouldn't be anything else that i will be afraid of doing, agree?

Throughout these two days, parts of me that were lost came back. This workshop is drawing alot of my potentials that i had hidden away in the past few years as i was protraying another type of image.

i know what kind of images i want to protray now. And i will protray them out. And i already had.

I am enjoying myself right now.

A Promise made to myself :

Read a book a month. (novels, comics, magazines not counted)

Feel free to come up to me anyday and anytime to ask what have i been reading and what have i learnt so far :)

beauty in the eye of beholder? NOT!

After that i was at Chinatown roadshow. And guess what?!?! I was being approached by people, and got LOTS and LOTS of stares from people (especially men, old men..). The funny thing was that there were 3 guys from Pakistan who wanted to date me out, for lunch (it was 5pm then). They think that i am social escort (call-girl will be too low class for me). Well, should i be flattered? Since that would mean that i look pretty and desirable just by standing there. :) Anyway, of course i rejected them (what were you thinking?? wink). Then the day continued by getting "hello" from uncles and "look-up-look-down" from men. Oh well, they better watch out when i officially carry my agent license. They will pay a price for looking at me. :)

Well, men are visual creatures, and women, social creatures. So, how do you define beauty? Some says that inner beauty is true beauty, but you are not going to win beauty contest just because you have a good heart. The reality is harsh, and i believe in looking good. Not saying that i think i am pretty or what, but i believe in looking presentable and well-groomed. However, i don't look like this all the time. For those who know me when i was playing basketball with them when i was secondary school, i was never like this. I was sometimes tom-boyish, sometimes girlish (depending on my mood). But i was never lady-like.

If looking like this will help me to get approached by people, instead of me approaching them, i will continue to look like this, and look even better :) CHEERS!!


This was how i look end of last year (2008)

I was at Hong Kong alone (2008).

This was me in 2006, at the childcare, with my friend.

This was me in 2005.



Major changes right?!?! :) Grins..

out of touch

It has been soOOOoooo long since i had a blog.. trying to figure out how it works.. hee :) guess have to hurry my brother to fix my granny lap-top..

Last night, managed to show my brother the flexicash presentation, he says he will think about it. As for PruSheid, i am going to talk to him again.. Next is my sister, then my dad.. :) Yippie!!