exam results out

Results for my July exam are out. For the past 7 modules for this year, got barely an average of 71.29% only. Dangerously slipping into 2nd upper. need to maintain my first class. exam coming again soon. Nov. But no worries, revision starts now. So i can still go for appointments during exam period. Now i know the danger of falling sick and having exam break. not healthy for production.

actions and words must coincide

Everyone looks at you, waiting for you to speak, with TOTAL SILENCE from the ground.

How many people get to experience that in a lifetime?

Dozens time for me. YOU?

One thing I learnt since very young, to get that kind of effect, is when you speak, you must be impactful. And people know you mean what you say. And will follow through by actions.

That also means, that you don’t say what you don’t mean. You don’t bullshit. You don’t blow “ta pao”. You don’t push away responsibility and you don’t twist and turn words to suit your way. All these, will work for you once or twice. BUT you are never going to get that kind of respect that you think you want. Reason being, people looks at your actions, to see if it matches your word.

RESPECT IS TO BE EARNED, NOT DEMANDED.

I was quite a trouble-maker for both teachers and students or authority, even as young as Primary 5 or as old as in university. I got my way, through proper means, through back door, through direct collision, through pain, through tears. Eventually, I will get what I want.

Remembered once having lunch with some of our lafamille, we were talking about woman being at disadvantage because in physical strength, women lose out. In loudness of voice, women lose out. Emotionally, when women cry, and men sayang a little, whatever the men say goes. So basically women are weaker. I do agree. Cos it’s true. J

BUT

You heard of “ying xiong nan guo mei ren guang” & “zui du fu ren xin”?

Never play play with women who are vicious. You never know how you die. Some women can cry at the slightest thing, looking so vulnerable, but behind the tears, light bulbs are sprouting. Can you see that green light?

Don’t play with the devil if you don’t know how Hell is like.

It's already September!!!

Today is our exercise day. Will be going gym with John later. Hmmm effectively, my team only left Uncle Samson, John and me. Against Esther's team and Lauren's team. Well, we shouldn't complain as Lauren's team has the least number of people. We must all jia you! Without realising, it's September already.

In a month's time, I am going to be Mrs Chia. Excited, and stress at the same time. Preparing for wedding is not fun. And the sudden hiccups with my darling also emerging. Both have the pre-wedding jitters. Both setting the Dos and Don'ts. No matter how much we love each other, the thought of being MARRIED to each other is a bit scaryyyyy.

In a month's time, I will not be the west-side people anymore too. Moving.. moving... need to pack soon..